Can I just say, life is a bitch. I hate the curve balls its throws at poor little innocent people. I hate how life makes you question things you thought you already knew. I hate how life blurs the line between wrong and right until all you have is a smudge that you don't know what to do with. I hate how I prove people's sterotypes of women correct. I hate how much I care. How do you stop caring?
I know you all have no clue what I'm really talking about and I wont go into it, I just need a place to get this out.
Inner turmoil. How can months go by and the same thing happen again and again? How can I break free of this vicious cycle that holds me in its grip. I am so tired of causing pain. This is not the person I set out to become. And it freakin' hurts.