I never wanted to be one of those girl's who couldn't make up her mind. I never wanted to be wishy-washy and go back and forth never really choosing and making up excuses.
How do you choose between two things that are both so important to you.
I was posed a question yesterday. Close your eyes. Which of these things can you not see your life without?
That's a big question. A hard question. What if I don't want my life without either?
Too bad. I'm an adult. I can't keep playing around with these things. I have to make a choice.
The truth is, I have been making things way too complicated for myself. It's my own fault. When you have a taste of something you want, its hard to say no.
So all-in-all the decision wasn't actually the hard part. It's the aftermath of the decision that is the real challenge. But I'm determined to stand by it. I have to.